Confession of a TRUE BLUE SIREN

ayoko ng mga taong mapagpangap at sinungaling. mas gugustuhin kong pang makasama ang mga mayayabang na tao dahil kahit papanu totoo sila sa sarili nila wag ka lang magyayabang sakin kung wala kang pagyayabang but if you have then be proud but if not susupalpalin ko yan sa mukha mo.

I'm a claustrophobic.kaya wag kang didikit dikit sakin.

I hate pictures..kaya wala ka masyadong makikitang picture sa profile ko

ok na ko sa videoke, food trippin or mall tour (at least 2 mall tapos food trippin because it makes me happy!)

Im more of a writer than a graphic artist. sobrang bobo talaga ako pagdating dyan

i love my blackberry so much!! obvious naman diba? hehe

Im into artist and singers. big fan of jed madela, erik santos, rachelle anne go, angeline quinto, sarah geronimo, charice. lahat na ng champions pagsamasamahin mo na.. sa forein madami dami din like mariah carey etc. basta so much to tell

kulitan all night over coffee (cofee adik kasi ako)

hindi ako maarte sa food, pero mapili ako, Kare-Kare is my favorite!!

Bangus for fish and i love sea foods! swear kahit nagkaroon ako ng allergy non sinasanay ko na rin sarili ko to eat those kinds of food

ang ayoko sa lahat eh yung itlog na nilalagyan ng ketchup.. nasusuka ako promise

someone na may sense kausap and could create a conversation

ayoko ang salitang "kaw na bahala/kung anung gusto mo" it really buggs me kasi ugali ko un!

ayokong nagdedecide about anything don't worry i know how to say "NO" pag ayoko naman.

i love walking and walking out.
sabi nga nila, when someone walks out he wants to be followed ehehe

im not a fan or arcades or computer games

im not a fashionista, di po ako maporma sorry

simpleng tao nga lang.... kulit!

tapos!

The Cat & Me

the cat and me..



Tanghaling tapat dahil sa gutom at lunch time na, we went to some place na pwede kumain.. then i saw this white cat pagpasok pa lang namin., as in white xa, mejo madumi, pero pure na white. hehehe sabi ko: "ay ang cute nung cat,, kulay puti tapos dalawa kulay ng mata!!"


then unexpectedly, bigla na lang siya lumapit ng lumapit, parang nanghihingi ng food. ung tipong, tinataas niya yung kamay niya to reach for something, ako naman, since takot at baka mangagat:



"eeeehh... layo! layo!! layo!!"



after nung mga pasaway kong message, parang sumunod naman si kitty, at naupo na lang dun sa ilalim ng chair. bait bait kunwari.


at by the time naman na aalis na kami, ayun, humabol bigla.. at dahil sa eksenadora ako kanina:


"hala, yung pusa, humahabol.. layo! layo! layo!"


and it literally walk faster than the usual, baka kasi humabol bigla.. heheheh..


cute naman ang mga cats, kaso wala yata may alaga sa kanya, so delikado, baka may rabies pa and all tapos kagatin ako or kalmutin. nag-iingat lang po.. hehehe.. saka baka kaya siya humabol kasi alam niya sigro na "GOOD SOUL" ako, pero hindi muna ngayon, hindi ko bet mag-pulot ng cat from the street then iuuwi ko na lang bigla.. ahahaha



ang aking karanasan kahapon ng tanghalo

BaVid class appreciation

Hello guys! sabe nga ni ms. ai ai. this is it. this is rilly izit izit. eto na yung big day. nangyari na ang short film defense namen para sa finals, syempre nung una... talagang kinakabahan ako, as in feel ko yung heartbeat ko nasa labas na ng lalamunan ko pero kailangan discreet ang lolo nyo nung mga oras na yun, kunwari walang epek yung kaba hehe.

nagmaganda rin ako dahil nag formal formalan attire ako nun para at least sakto sa occasion, ayaw ko ata pahuli kase mga professional yung mga panellist. hehehehheheh [ nakiki bagay?lols]

pinalabas muna ni sir yung mga pinaka magandang music video sa whole bavid class nya at napili ang music video namen na " you make wanna go by extrapolation" happy happy talaga kase nagustuhan nya talaga. frankly! bet ko talaga tong M/V namen promise, kase kahit magka paso paso ako sa lights ehhh gow pa rin ako. lupet ko no? tinalo ko pa si dragona hehe ayun na nga, proud na proud kame at feel ko yung happiness ng director nameng si inna dahil alam kong naghirap rin siya ng bongga compare smeng mga staff keme nya kaya kudos to her and i love her big time! she's super nice and genius; rami ko rin natutunan sa kanya

eto yung music video na ginawa namen nung midterm , ayan na, na post ko na rin sa wakas para sa mga hindi pa nakapanood, watch nyo kaya :)



after mapalabas yung mga music videos.. teennneeeeeeeeeennn!! start na ng palabasin yung mga short film entries.. grabe!! ang OA sa lamig... lecheee ang lamig kaya!! nagkanginig nginig ako sa lamig parang konti na lang magiging karne na ko sa freezer. . kaya discreet ulet ako for the 2nd time around dapat poise pa rin dahil marameng peeps nag wawatch.

I can feel the butterflies in my stomach maybe because im really excited to see it, hindi kase pinakita ni Inna yung final edit ng film samen so nakaka tense knowing na wala kang idea kung pano nya inedit yun mga yun but i trust her and sabe ko nga sa kanya kase katabi ko" feel ko lang hah, maganda yung saten" Goodvibes talaga mga nasa paligid namen.


LIGHTS OFF: yaaaannn na, pinapanood na nila at pinapanood na rin namen. speechless kase ang ganda ng pag ka edit ng mga scene, may funny moment rin, walang dull moment kase kahit na medyo emo yung scene eh talagang makikinig at makikinig ka talaga dahil may lesson kang mababaon.. yung location rin super bagay sa theme namen. pak kung pak!! it was perfectly executed, yes!! syempre kame may gawa nun ehhh.

LIGHTS ON: palakpakan ang audience dahil nilakasan ko yung palakpak ko dahil maganda talaga. mayabang na kung mayabang pero sa lahat ng napanood namen sa mga past team kame yung pinaka may essence at pinaka bongga sa lahat dhail inglishera yung mga actors namen. woooot wooot.. oh diva? pang international lang, hindi lang pang VIVA. hahahha! chos!

pinatayo na kame sa harap.. si haydee na naka all black ang attire, si daniel na naka mini skirt.. chos! naka short ang baklah as usual pinapalandakan yung flawless nyang legs , si jc na naka black & white attire, si ate chie na naka semi attire rin like me at si inna my loves [hindi present si mark kase may work ata sha nung mga oras na yun]

FLOOD NG GOOD FEEDBACKS narinig namen syempre aminin naten may flaws rin pero mas marame yung good kesa bad. hahaha! nakaka gv talaga, swear parang lahat ng good karma binigay samen. it was really a group effort sabe ng isang panellist which is true naman kase nag bond kame kahit na minsan hindi nagkakaintindhan, bit tampuhan, slight incidents. kame kame pa rin sa huli, nag bond talaga kame.. masaya! nag enjoy ako sa totoo lang :) lalo na nung narining namen na kame daw ang may potential tapos sbe pa ni sir, nasundan nya raw kame as a group so nakita nya kame nag grow as a team from the chakahan pre-video entry to midterm music video entry up to a short film. it was a very nice experience especially for me! i learned a lot from this team and this class..

nagpapasalamat ako sa buong prod. team na nakasama ko sa bavid ride na ito pati na rin kay SIR. thank you thank you for this experience! alam ko marame pa kong kakaining bigas para marating ko yung gusto kong marating sabe nga ni miley cyrus, Ain't about how fast I get there,
It's all about the climb. pero at least nabigay ko rin ang dapat ko ibigay . ang natutunan ko sa ride na ito ay yung yung pakikisama talaga, lahat impossible basta alam nyo sa mga sarili nyo na magagawa nyo ito ng maayos as whole at sama sama kayo. so pano na. tapos na ang term kita kits ulit soon. thank you at mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat . woot woot :)

post ko yung short film sooon. di pa kase na uupload ehhh. :)

Kalbaryo sa Recto

Around 6:30 gising agad . By 7:00 punta Village East to pick up Ayin. 9 am maybe we're at Recto na. First stop taurp haunting. Grabe lang ha. Kapagod much. Then to lanyard, pins and screen making shop. Usapang pera to the max. Nakilala pa nmin si Raymund. ahahha!

And this is it! On our way to the great state of Divisoria!

Bungad palang ang asim na! grabe lang. Sa sobrang greatness ng lugar wala nalang ako masabi kung hndi pra to sa C.I. ahahha! together with Ayin we faced the hardships sa pakikipagtawaran ng bongang bonga. Duguan na ko sa kakacompute ng pera.

Ang pagbalik sa Recto ang tila naging kalbaryo para sa aming dalawa ni Ayin. Tig-isang sako lang nmn kame ng mga gamit na wala kaming idea kung pano nadala sa Recto. You got no idea kung ganu kabigat!

Pero looking at the bright side. Dami namin nakain. Dami nabili. SHOPPING TO THE MAX! pang regalo, pag sarile at para sa wala lang. At pag uwe kina Ayin KAEN na2mn

Pag uwe sa house. Tenenenen! Andun na regalo ko kapalit ng operasyon. Tae. Bahala na mangyare sakin to the future. ahahha!

THANKS TO MY FAMILY. lapet na ko mawalan ng datung!

Need supply! ahahha!

My Amnesia Girl Fever (Ang true love para sa matatapang lang )

“Sabi sa census may 11 milyon na tao sa Metro Manila. Pano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sayo? Maaring nakita mo na sia pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya pero lumingon ka para tingnan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya pero humarang yung pedicab.

May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sakanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero yung pinakamasaklap, e yung na sayo na pinakawalan mo pa.”

- John Lloyd Cruz as Apollo, My Amnesia Girl.

This really make sense.

(sino ka? sorry nagka amnesia ako) -

ouch!!
ang sakit nun! Bitter sweet revenge ika nga.

iba talaga nagagawa ng isang tao pag nasaktan ka no? we do those stupid things para gantihan sila . it feels so wrong but you cant blame the person naman pag may nagawa sila sayo na hindi makatao at hindi acceptable.

MY AMNESIA GIRL!! we watched this movie with my good friend Kit Laserna yesterday in Glorietta (it is my 2nd time to watch the movie pero hindi pa rin ako nagsawa). We seated nearest to the screen coz we didn’t buy tickets a head of time coz we decided to eat first. haha so we had no choice to seat in front. Lemma tell you, It’s a blockbuster Hit! Even though, Star Cinema didn’t promoted this as heavy compared to the previous offering like any Sarah/JLC movie, Kim/Gerald. pansin nyo? parang light lang pero ang hatak sa masa is kakaiba ^_^ maybe because the theme itself

This movie is so hilarious.swear! I lilly lilly lilly (ryan b? ikaw ba yan?) like the choices of dialogue and punchlines, cheesy pero tagos hanggang buto yung kilig. haha the“banat’s”(Like, Sana Pirated C.D. ka nalang para paulit-ulit kong naririnig sayo na. Mahal kita, Mahal kita, Mahal kita, Para kang Ice gusto kitang I-crush.) ang cute no? Haha! I particularly love John Lloyd’s monologue at the start of the movie too, it really make sense :) but wait! this movie is not just a comedy, i call it dramedy! hahah !there’s also serious conversations about hurt, pain, fear and regret which we can relate the most. I cried on a particular scenes pero wala pa rin tatalo sa one more chance na naka isang box ako ng kleenex. anyways

I just hate the twist at the ending!! grrr parang tanga lang. expected ko na kase mangyayari yun nung kausap niya na si irene sa phone. cliches na rin hmmm spoil na masyado too much info is bad I need to cut this.. I’m being a spolier brat! Haha. I will end this by highly recommending this for everyone :) if you just want to relax and simply “Kiligin” watch it! :-)

Pahabol: Tumatangkad ka ba? Hindi. Bakit? Kasi dati hanggang dito ka lang (balikat) ngayon nasa (turo sa ulo) nasa isip na kita…

Lumiit ka ba? Hindi bakit? Kasi dati na sa ulo kita ngayon na sa puso na kita.. HAHAHA! Pweyde.

Pumikit ka. Sabi kasi nila, kapag nakapikit ka, nalalaman mo ang totoong nararamdaman mo

Hold Closely

A hug is a universal language of love.

which the deaf can recognize and the blind can feel...

it holds boundless meanings...

A hug does not discriminate

Its a way people say that you are accepted...

That its alright, you are understood...

A hug is a consoling effort of a friend, a special someone, a family or anyone to another person...

Saying " I'm here..."

A hug is what I need now...

I need it now...

Lost in Ilocos

credit: mr. tim dacanay (xarah an I)

Hello guys!! We just got home from our Ilocos tour but before I continue my story I have this very infamous joke! I got this from our bus tourist girl so dont blame me. (One of the 10 jokes being toss around) ok here it goes. I said knock knock. whos there? SARAT (a place from ilocos). SARAT who?

Boom Sarat Sarat. Boom Sarat Sarat SARA RAT SARARAT boom boom boom. there you go (^_^) hahahahah. *sabay inom ng coffee. lol

4 moments. 3 days. It was super friendly-cold-crazy-learning moments for me

Friendly I met some new friends, new acquaintances and i met this guy. someone cute and interesting from the MMA department. i dont want to reveal his name kase discreet ang kuya nyo, first and foremost im not a flirt but if you're under the spell of alcohol and desperation. you gonna talk to him without any hesitation & pressure. So yeah! LOL! I dont know his name but we had some mini chit chat during the inuman at the hotel. just a pep talk, nothing else.hihihihihi he's not that really gwapo and i cannot appreciate his chinese-ish look but i dont know, what'sup with me i felt different parang love? lol love bug just visited me, he gave me a humming bird heartbeat too as well lahat na ng animals ibigay mo na sakin. hehe he talks in tagalog and english kaya thank god hindi ko na kailangan mag chinesse, physically? he's really muscular for a chubby guy . ano daw? haha! (he's really big kase, i dont know kung yung fat ba or yung muscle ang nagpapalaki sa kanya i think his fatness hahaha but i tell you he's fine, fresh and yummylicious pa rin! nyahahah) nuff about him baka sabihin mo ang landi landi ko.basta basta nyahehehe

like many people said" what happened in ilocos, stay in ilocos"

You give me the hummingbird heartbeat
Spread my wings and make me fly
The taste of your honey is so sweet
When you give me the hummingbird heartbeat - Hummingbird heart beat (Katy Perry)

COLD MOMENT Define cold to nnth level. Have you heard the song "Cold as fire" by Britney Spears, that's my official soundtrack during those times. I felt this nginig, like im having a trangkaso or something kase ang oa ng aircon namen sa bus. ulo hanggang paa ramdam ko yang chill na yan. nakatulog naman ako pero hindi siya continuously.Swear pati yung kurtina sa window ng bus , pinatos ko na rin. LOL



TAG TEAM PARTNER! my 3 days vacation at Ilocos will sure mark my 2010 calender as my non stop patayan tawananan experience dahil hindi pa ko nakakatawa ng ganung klase. her name is Clarissa she's my seatmate sa bus (also one of my roommate, my tag team photographer too), we dont know each other yet at first kase yung ibang friends ko either nasa likod or nasa kabilang bus at sa front seat pa ako pina upo kaya wala ako masyadong kakilala at walang friends. loner! but due to her cuteness and being friendly & also me being friendly she made my ilocos tour, Inuman moment and road trip hours something special , we talked a lot of things like issues, dramas, sharing ideas, boys, her interest, my interest. anything under the sun. We bond each other like were BFF. LOL her laughter range and the thickness of it is out of nowhere; she can beat nicole hyala for that.

Swear! You can listen to her 24/7 AND NEVER GET BORED that's how entertaining she was! She talks with sense and she's really funny! did i just said really funny? ok. she's really freakin funny! (freakin talaga?) like a dying clown hahaha! I kinda like that. She has so many funny/phallic kwento's and banat quotes like the steoreo type lesbian, the pool and the grave, knock knock jokes, the vice ganda jokes. there's a lot in her closet!! I will defiantly miss her. and I lover her to death. sad she's an MMA student T_T

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same. "


Learning moments because im very sabaw when it comes to ilocos culture but thanks to our tour guide, I learned a lot of things like their food. The Most Popular Ilocano dishes are "Pinakbet" Pinapaitan, Dinengdeng (with the veggie called saluoy) their so called Pakbet is accompanied by Bagnet, a version of Lechon Kawali. I taste it and WOW! at ang rami nyang oil aka libido kaya beware sa pagkain na to kase nakakamatay hahaha. but my hartdes1 prof said baget makes you beautiful. lol how true?

The Magnificent Paoay Church, Ilocos Norte

Ganda no? especially the Interior, it quite plain but it was huge and very beautiful!!

Well According to WikiPilipinas, "the Paoay Church is a unique combination of Gothic, Baroque and Oriental designs. Its facade reveals Gothic affinity, its gables show Chinese elements, while the niches topping the walls suggest Javanese influence." It is also known as the “Earthquake Baroque” church in the Philippines mainly because of the strong buttresses built to support it.

My churches experience are very divine. Sabe ng tourist guide namen, mag wish muna kame before kame pumasok sa Paoay Church it was a holy matrimony for me like im having "step o fate". so nag wish ako ng 3 which i cannot tell you hehe after that I Thank god for all the blessing he was given me these past few months also asking him for some guidance, wisdom, love and strength which i needed the most and HOPE that everything will be alright :)

the beautiful maroon St. Augustine Church.

Their lifestyle. so yun nga, napansin ko ang raming maiitim, theyre like everywhere. sabe ng tour guide nameng si sweet natural na raw sa mga ilonggo ang maiitim coz they work like crazy kahit na ang tirik tirik ng araw the iloconos are always on the go. shet diba? parang hindi ko ata kaya yun.



at the sea shore....





so many kwento's to tell.

Im really dead tired. I want to shut my eyes like now. hehe (z_z)